New Woman

 

I feel like a bit of a new woman.

I am not sure why, nor why these rhythms strike me but... I am so happy!

And awake.

I feel as though I was living in a dreamland

trapped in my own illusions

Incredibly impractical and self-defeating

I was strangely hard on myself and lethargic

and felt somewhat heartless and exhaustively unaccomplished

and I knowingly forgot my virtues

and those steps to to solve my self-made problems

and now I feel I can afford the privilege of taking care of myself.

Strange, eh?

Whether this is a big cycle or a lil' cycle I am happy it exists

I just watched She-ra and Heman's Christmas special and am just starting Alf's Christmas special.

Allllright.